You've received a lot of negative comments here. So, here is a positive one: I like your first screenshots. They look much better than I expected.

You have a lot of enthusiams. So I wish you good luck, to finish this game. But even if you do not succeed and start developing something other (like I did many times): game design is a never ending process of learning and of bettering oneself. And it's fun.

What you are doing is absolutly right: Try doing everything on your own (programming, effects, shaders, modelling, music, sond effects,...). Thats the only way to find out what you like. Maybe you are mult-taleted and you succeed in every discipline. Maybe not, than you know what to concentrate on.

Anyway, I'm looking forward to see more screenshots or even videos.